Start of MYE

Today is the start of MYE. The english paper was reasonably easy (wait... since when was it easy?) Anyway, I'm gonna work doubly hard for this MYE cos IF I get a L1R5 of below 15 points, my mum will reward me with a laptop.
CY: I miss you alot. Two days ago, sth unhappy happened. My classmate was upset because I told him off for using dirty words, so he misplaced my pencil case and water bottles during recess. When I got back to class, I found that my items were missing, so I was extremely upset. Then, I saw my weekly planner in the bin. I was upset and hurled the book on the table. Instead, the book flew past the table, almost hitting one of my classmate. I lifted my bag from the seat and realised that both my seat and my bag were wet. I dumped my bag on the floor, burning with anger. My teacher told me to leave the classroom so that I could cool down and come in when I'm ready for lesson. I stood outside of the classroom, seething with rage. Then, I could not control myself any longer. I wanted to cry, but not in front of my classmate. I ran to the toilet. Yet, I could not escape. I washed my face, I tried to cool my self down, but it was useless. My schoolmates saw me cry. I went back to stand outside class, crying. Few girls from other class tried to console me, but it was of no use. I was not only angry, but upset as well. I felt unlucky, I felt weak, powerless, useless. I felt confused. Suddenly, I missed you alot. I long for the past when I had you to comfort me, to cheer me up, but this won't happen anymore. It felt different when someone else comforted me. One of my 'friend' suggests that I should make a police report cos that's what her parents will do, and that I should humiliate them so that I don't get humiliated, but I make no sense of her words.
Exam have started, so I'll try to leave these matters till after exams...