Well, MYE is over at last, but can't slaken a single bit yet. Having CL O's End of this month. Thinking of it makes me nervous. I'm not so confident about my written Paper 1. Teacher told me yesterday that my chinese is still not up to standard and I'm no where near my target. So what? I mean, is it cos I'm not doin well in tests or compositions? Probably cos my P1 sucks. I feel that my chinese is not impoving. My chinese have never improved a bit this year. It did improve last year, but not a single bit this year. I think I prefer last year's teaching method by mdm tay cos it's fun and makes learning chinese enjoyable instead of sth boring.
Well, back to the point of this post. I post this cos I've been too busy during the MYE period to think of anything except studying. And I've realised lots of things. I've been spending lots of time with my china friends. I realised the reason they do well is not because they are really that smart, but because they are dilligent and have the discipline. However, I probably lack discipline and I'm not as focused as them while studying.
Before evey paper, there would be some time for us to settle down and a few minutes to wait for the paper to start. The reason why I am motivated to study and do well is probably because of the promise. CY, I've promised you, so I shall put in 110% commitment, to do my best. Although I'm not confident in getting good grades this time, but I'm sure I've done better than last year.
I seriously lost thought alr, so i think this post will end here. will post again soon...(I hope)
